on which many people flocked together, yet the sea ran so exceeding high, that it was impossible to make any help. Mrs. S. was seen standing on the deck, as the ship gradually sunk; and afterward hanging by her hands on the ropes, till the masts likewise disappeared. Even then, for some moments, they could observe her floating upon the waves, till her clothes, which buoyed her up, being throughly wet, she sunk, I trust. into the ocean of God's mercy.

AN EXTRACT

OF THE

REV. MR. JOHN WESLEY'S JOURNAL.

FROM OCTOBER 27, 1743, TO NOVEMBER 17, 1746

JOURNAL.-No. VI.

FRIDAY, October 28, 1743.-We rode with William Holmes, "an Israelite indeed," from Epworth to Sykehouse. Here I preached at ten, and hastened on to Leeds; from whence, setting out early in the morning, I had hopes of reaching Wensley Dale before it was dark ; but it could not be; so in the dusk of the evening, understanding we had five or six miles still to ride, I thought it best to procure a guide. In less than an hour, it being extremely dark, I perceived we were got out of all road. We were in a large meadow, near a river, and (it seemed to me) almost surrounded with water. I asked our guide, "Do you know where you are?" and he honestly answered, "No." So we rode on as we could, till about eight we came to a little house whence we were directed into a lane which led to Wensley.

Sun. 30.-Mr. Clayton read prayers, and I preached, on, "What must I do to be saved?" I showed, in the plainest words I could devise, that mere outside religion would not bring us to heaven; that none could go thither, without inward holiness, which was only to be attained by faith. As I went back through the church yard, many of the parish were in high debate what religion this preacher was of. Some said, "He must be a Quaker;" others, "an Anabaptist:" but, at length, one deeper learned than the rest, brought them all clearly over to his opinion, that he was a Presbyterian Papist. Mon. 31.-We set out early in the morning, and in the evening came to Newcastle.

Wed. November 2.-The following advertisement was published:

For the benefit of Mr. Este.

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By the Edinburgh Company of Comedians, on Friday, November 4, will be acted, a Comedy, called THE CONSCIOUS LOVERS;

To which will be added, a Farce, called

TRICK UPON TRICK, OR METHODISM DISPLAYED.

On Friday a vast multitude of spectators were assembled in the Moot Hall to see this. It was believed there could not be less than fifteen hundred people, some hundreds of whom sat on rows of seats built upon the stage. Soon after the comedians had begun the first act of the play, on a sudden ali those seats fell down at once, the supporters of them breaking like a rotten stick. The people were thrown one upon another, about five foot forward, but not one of them hurt. After a

short time, the rest of the spectators were quiet, and the actors went on. In the middle of the second act, all the shilling seats gave a crack, and sunk several inches down. A great noise and shrieking followed; and as many as could readily get to the door, went out and returned no more. Notwithstanding this, when the noise was over, the actors went on with the play. In the beginning of the third act the entire stage suddenly sunk about six inches: the players retired with great precipitation; yet in a while they began again. At the latter end of the third act, all the sixpenny seats, without any kind of notice, fell to the ground. There was now a cry on every side; it being supposed that many were crushed in pieces: but, upon inquiry, not a single person (such was the mercy of God!) was either killed or dangerously hurt. Two or three hundred remaining still in the Hall, Mr. Este (who was to act the Methodist) came upon the stage and told them, for all this, he was resolved the farce should be acted. While he was speaking, the stage sunk six inches more; on which he ran back in the utmost confusion, and the people as fast as they could out of the door, none staying to look behind him. Which is most surprising,-that those players acted this farce the next week,—or that some hundreds of people came again to see it?

Sun. 6. We had a useful practical sermon at St. Nicholas's church in the morning, and another at St. Andrew's in the afternoon. At five I preached to a willing multitude, on the prodigal son. How many of these were lost, and now are found? In the following week I endeavoured to speak severally to each member of the society. The numbers I found neither to rise nor fall; but many had increased in the knowledge and love of God. Sunday, 13, and the following days, I preached and regulated the societies at Painsher, Tanfield, and Horsley.

Thur. 17.-I preached at the Spen, on, Christ Jesus our "wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and rede:nption." I have seldom seen an audience so greatly moved, since the time of my first preaching at Bristol. Men, women, and children wept and groaned, and trembled exceedingly many could not contain themselves in these bounds; but cried with a loud and bitter cry. It was the same at the meeting of the society; and likewise in the morning, while I was showing the happiness of those "whose iniquities are forgiven, and whose sins are covered." I afterward spake with twelve or fourteen of them severally; and found good ground to believe, that God had given them to "taste of the good word, and of the powers of the world to come."

Sun. 20.-After preaching at Newcastle morning and evening, I earnestly exhorted the society to beware of speaking evil of each other, and of censuring those who followed not with us. Monday, 21.-I besought them in my farewell sermon to "forget the things which are behind, and press on to the prize of their high calling."

Tues. 22.-I preached at Norton, five miles from Ferry-bridge, and in the evening at Sykehouse. Here I received a full account of poor David Taylor, once a workman that needed not to be ashamed. Three years since, he knew all we preached to be true: then Mr. I. brought him over to German stillness. When I talked with him at Sheffield, he was thoroughly sensible of his mistake: but Mr. Simpson soon drew him into it again. A third time he was deeply convinced by my bro

ther; and unconvinced shortly after. He was once more brought into the Scripture way by Mr. Graves, and seemed to be established therein; but in a few months he veered about to the old point; and has been "a poor sinner" indeed ever since.

Wed. 23.-I rode to Leeds; preached in the evening, and morning, Thursday, 24, and went on to Birstal, where I preached at one in the afternoon; and again about seven in the evening. Friday, 25.-At the desire of Arthur Bate, I rode to Wakefield, in order to talk with his wife; but I soon found I did not come to talk but to hear. After an hour or two we rode on to Barley Hall, where I preached, on, "God is a spirit; and they that worship him, must worship him in spirit and in truth." Thence we rode to Sheffield, where I preached, in perfect peace, on, "We know that we are of God." Sat. 26.-I went on to Nottingham. In the morning, Sunday, 27, I preached in the house at five; and about eight, at the High Cross, on, "Why will ye die, O house of Israel?" I went thither again from St. Mary's in the afternoon, and proclaimed to an immense multitude, "Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever." I saw not one scoffer, or one trifler; but all, to a man, appeared serious and attentive.

Mon. 28.-I rode to Breson, and spent an hour or two in conversation with Mr. Simpson; the oddest, honestest enthusiast, surely, that ever was upon earth. Before we parted he told me, " One thing I don't like; your taking away my flock at Nottingham. Just now that text is brought to my mind; it is the very case; pray read it out." I did so, as follows: "And Abraham reproved Abimelech, because of the well which Abimelech's servants had violently taken away." I desired him to read my answer in the next verse. "And Abimelech said unto Abraham, I wot not who hath done this thing; neither heard I any thing thereof from thee, save this day." In the afternoon I rode to Markfield. After preaching there twice, on Thursday, 29, I went on to Hinckley, and preached to a large and quiet congregation. We rode to Market Harborough that day, the next to Hockley, and on Thursday, December 1, to London. I had full employment here for some weeks following, in speaking severally to the members of the society. Many of these I was obliged to set aside there remained about two-andtwenty hundred persons.

January 1, 1744.-I received a letter from a poor man, wrote in the fulness of his heart, as follows:

"Herein is written lamentation, and mourning, and wo.

"SIR, I have had but very little rest since I left you, the cause of which was, my leaving God first. It is true, I did in a very solemn manner, on my knees, break from you, as though I had done so merely to please God; but by what followed, it appears otherwise; for I no sooner broke off from you, than I began to think how I might make a worldly advantage by it. O, thought I, I shall not now be so scrupulous in many things, particularly in doing work on the Lord's day. Then I got me some rabbits and fowls, and I would be sure to feed and clean them well on that day, and to be out on the hunt for food for them. And I took care my poor family should be sharers with me in the drudgery; or else they must expect many a sour look and bitter word at least. I then grew worse and worse; insomuch that I have given such occasion to the enemy to blaspheme, such a wound to religion, as I could not heal, were 1 to

live ten thousand years. O what have I done! O what have I lost! O that I might be admitted into God's favour once more! Pray for me, I beseech you, if you see any hope left; if you do not think that repentance will be denied me, though I seek it carefully with tears. Then if you can think of any shame that will be bad enough for me to undergo before I am admitted into that company I so willingly left, see whether I will not readily submit to it. O that God would be pleased to bring me into light and love again! How careful would I be of his grace! How would I deny myself, take up my cross, endure shame, suffer persecution of every kind, follow the dear Lord Jesus without the camp! But I have crucified him afresh. O that I could give full scope to my mind! But I cannot. These lines are but a very imperfect description of the state, condition, and desire, of that backslider, that apostate, that traitor,

"JOHN EWER."

Sun. 8.-In the evening I rode to Brentford, on Monday to Marlborough, and the next day to Bristol. Wed. 11.-I began examining the society; and not before it was wanted: for the plague was begun. I found many crying out, " Faith, faith! Believe, believe!" but making little account of the fruits of faith, either of holiness or good works. In a few days they came to themselves, and had a more thorough understanding of the truth as it is in Jesus. Wed. 25.-I preached at Bath, on James ii, 14, "Can faith save him?" Many of the audience appeared to be deeply convinced; and one, though a gentlewoman, could not conceal the emotion of her mind, but broke out into strong cries and tears. Perhaps, even here, the "bread" we have "cast upon the waters, shall be found after many days." Fri. 27.-Having finished the work I proposed, I left Bristol, and Saturday, 28, reached London. Wed. February 1.-Just before the time I had designed to begin preaching at the chapel, I was seized with such a pain as I do not remember ever to have felt before in my life. But I forgot it as soon as I had read my text, Psalm xviii, 1, &c, “I will love thee, O Lord, my strength." And from that time I felt it no more. About this time the soldiers abroad began to meet together, as we learned from the following letter:

“GHENT, February 2, 1744. SIR,-I make bold to send you these lines. February 18, 1743, we began our march for Germany. I was then much cast down, and my heart was ready to break. But the day we marched to Maestricht, I found the love of God shed abroad in my heart, that I thought my very soul was dissolved into tears. But this lasted not above three weeks, and then I was in heaviness again; till, on April 24, as I was walking in the fields, God broke my hard heart in pieces. And yet I was not delivered from the fear of death. I went to my quarters very sick and weak, in great pain of soul and body. By the morning I was so weak I could scarce go: but this proved a sweet night to my soul; for now I knew there was no condemnation for me, believing in Christ Jesus.

"June 16.-The day we engaged the French at Dettingen: as the battle began, I said, 'Lord, in thee have I trusted; let me never be confounded.' Joy overflowed my soul, and I told my comrades, 'If I fall this day, I shall rest in the everlasting arms of Christ.' Now I felt I could be content to be cast into the sea, for the sake of my dear brethren, so their eyes might be opened, and they might see, before it was too late, the things that belong unto their peace. When we came to winter quarters, there were but three of us joined together. But now, by the biessing of God, we are increased to twelve: and we have reason to beVol. III.

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