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The fence where that aspiring shrub 490 In mortal stillness; and they ministered

looked out

Upon the public way. It was a plot

Of garden ground run wild, its matted
weeds

455 Marked with the steps of those, whom,
as they passed,

The gooseberry trees that shot in long lank 495 slips,

Or currants, hanging from their leafless

stems,

In scanty strings, had tempted to o'erleap The broken wall. I looked around, and there,

460 Where two tall hedge-rows of thick alder boughs

Joined in a cold damp nook, espied a well Shrouded with willow-flowers and plumy fern.

My thirst I slaked, and, from the cheerless spot

Withdrawing, straightway to the shade returned

465 Where sate the old man on the cottagebench;

And, while, beside him, with uncovered
head,

I yet was standing, freely to respire,
And cool my temples in the fanning air,
Thus did he speak. "I see around me
here

470 Things which you cannot see: we die, my friend,

Nor we alone, but that which each man

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To human comfort. Stooping down to

drink,

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That he was often seated at his loom, 525 In summer, ere the mower was abroad

Among the dewy grass,-in early spring,
Ere the last star had vanished.-They who
passed

At evening, from behind the garden fence
Might hear his busy spade, which he would

ply,

530 After his daily work, until the light

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Two blighting seasons, when the fields were left

With half a harvest. It pleased Heaven to add

A worse affliction in the plague of war: 540 This happy land was stricken to the heart! A wanderer then among the cottages, I, with my freight of winter raiment, saw The hardships of that season: many rich Sank down, as in a dream, among the poor; 545 And of the poor did many cease to be, And their place knew them not. Meanwhile, abridged

Of daily comforts, gladly reconciled
To numerous self-denials, Margaret
Went struggling on through those calami-
tous years

550 With cheerful hope, until the second autumn,

Then, not less idly, sought, through every nook

In house or garden, any casual work Of use or ornament; and with a strange, 575 Amusing, yet uneasy, novelty,

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He mingled, where he might, the various

tasks

Of summer, autumn, winter, and of spring.
But this endured not; his good humor soon
Became a weight in which no pleasure was:
And poverty brought on a petted mood
And a sore temper: day by day he drooped,
And he would leave his work-and to the
town

Would turn without an errand his slack
steps;

Or wander here and there among the fields.
One while he would speak lightly of his
babes,

And with a cruel tongue: at other times
He tossed them with a false unnatural joy:
And 'twas a rueful thing to see the looks
Of the poor innocent children. 'Every
smile,'

590 Said Margaret to me, here beneath these trees,

When her life's helpmate on a sick-bed lay,
Smitten with perilous fever. In disease
He lingered long; and, when his strength 595
returned,

He found the little he had stored, to meet 555 The hour of accident or crippling age,

Was all consumed. A second infant now
Was added to the troubles of a time
Laden, for them and all of their degree,
With care and sorrow: shoals of artisans
560 From ill-requited labor turned adrift
Sought daily bread from public charity,
They, and their wives and children-hap-
pier far

Could they have lived as do the little birds
That peck along the hedge-rows, or the

kite

565 That makes her dwelling on the mountain rocks!

"A sad reverse it was for him who long Had filled with plenty, and possessed in peace,

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Are cheerful; while this multitude of flies
With tuneful hum is filling all the air;
Why should a tear be on an old man's
cheek?

Why should we thus, with an untoward
mind,

600 And in the weakness of humanity,

From natural wisdom turn our hearts away;

To natural comforts shut our eyes and

ears;

And, feeding on disquiet, thus disturb The calm of nature with our restless thoughts?"

605 He spake with somewhat of a solemn tone:
But, when he ended, there was in his face
Such easy cheerfulness, a look so mild,
That for a little time it stole away
All recollection; and that simple tale
Passed from my mind like a forgotten

This lonely cottage. At the door he stood, And whistled many a snatch of merry tunes 610 570 That had no mirth in them; or with his knife

Carved uncouth figures on the heads of
sticks-

sound.

A while on trivial things we held discourse, To me soon tasteless. In my own despite, I thought of that poor woman as of one

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I cannot tell how she pronounced my

name:

With fervent love, and with a face of grief
Unutterably helpless, and a look

That seemed to cling upon me, she enquired
If I had seen her husband. As she spake
A strange surprise and fear came to my
heart,

Nor had I power to answer ere she told That he had disappeared-not two months gone.

He left his house: two wretched days had past,

And on the third, as wistfully she raised
Her head from off her pillow, to look forth,
Like one in trouble, for returning light,
Within her chamber casement she espied
A folded paper, lying as if placed

To meet her waking eyes. This tremblingly
She opened-found no writing, but beheld
Pieces of money carefully enclosed,
Silver and gold. 'I shuddered at the sight,'
Said Margaret, 'for I knew it was his hand
That must have placed it there; and ere
that day

Was ended, that long anxious day, I learned,

From one who by my husband had been sent With the sad news, that he had joined a

troop

Of soldiers, going to a distant land.

-He left me thus-he could not gather

heart

To take a farewell of me; for he feared 680 That I should follow with my babes, and

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And, while I paced along the foot-way path,
Called out, and sent a blessing after me,

695 With tender cheerfulness, and with a voice That seemed the very sound of happy thoughts.

"I roved o'er many a hill and many a
dale,

With my accustomed load; in heat and cold,
Through many a wood and many an open
ground,

700 In sunshine and in shade, in wet and fair, Drooping or blithe of heart, as might befall;

My best companions now the driving winds, And now the 'trotting brooks" and whispering trees,

And now the music of my own sad steps, 705 With many a short-lived thought that passed between,

And disappeared.

I journeyed back this way, When, in the warmth of midsummer, the wheat

Was yellow; and the soft and bladed grass, Springing afresh, had o'er the hay-field spread

710 Its tender verdure. At the door arrived.

I found that she was absent. In the shade, Where now we sit, I waited her return. Her cottage, then a cheerful object, wore Its customary look,-only, it seemed, 715 The honeysuckle, crowding round the porch,

Hung down in heavier tufts; and that

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That fed upon the Common, thither came
Familiarly, and found a couching-place
Even at her threshold. Deeper shadows
fell

From these tall elms; the cottage-clock
struck eight;-

I turned, and saw her distant a few steps.
Her face was pale and thin-her figure,

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She told me-interrupting not the work
Which gave employment to her listless
hands-

760 That she had parted with her elder child;
To a kind master on a distant farm
Now happily apprenticed.-'I perceive
You look at me, and you have cause; today
I have been travelling far; and many days
About the fields I wander, knowing this
Only, that what I seek I cannot find;
And so I waste my time: for I am changed;
And to myself,' said she, ‘have done much

725 Prized for surpassing beauty, and no less For the peculiar pains they had required, Declined their languid heads, wanting sup- 765 port.

The cumbrous bind-weed, with its wreaths and bells,

Had twined about her two small rows of peas,

730 And dragged them to the earth.

Ere this an hour Was wasted.-Back I turned my restless steps;

A stranger passed; and, guessing whom I sought,

He said that she was used to ramble far.The sun was sinking in the west; and now 735 I sat with sad impatience. From within 1 Burns, To William Simpson, 87.

wrong

And to this helpless infant. I have slept 770 Weeping, and weeping have I waked; my

tears

Have flowed as if my body were not such
As others are; and I could never die.
But I am now in mind and in my heart
More easy; and I hope,' said she, 'that God
775 Will give me patience to endure the things
Which I behold at home.'

It would have grieved
Your very soul to see her. Sir, I feel

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