And yet it were a greater grief To watch it withering, leaf by leaf, To trace the change to foul from fair. I know not if I could have borne The night that follow'd such a morn Thy day without a cloud hath past, As stars that shoot along the sky As once I wept, if I could weep To gaze, how fondly! on thy face, Yet how much less it were to gain, The all of thine that cannot die And more thy buried love endears, The semblance of thy gentle shade: And now that sad and silent hour Thus much of thee can still restore, And sorrow unobserved may pour The plaint she dare not speak before. Oh, pardon that in crowds awhile, If not the goblet pass unquaff'd, It is not drain'd to banish care; The cup must hold a deadlier draught, That brings a Lethe for despair. And could oblivion set my soul From all her troubled visions free. For wert thou vanish'd from my mind, To honour thine abandon'd urn? For well I know, that such had been A blessing never meant for me; Thou wert too like a dream of Heaven, For earthly love to merit thee. March 14th, 1812. TO A LADY. OH Lady! when I left the shore, The distant shore, which gave me birth, Yet here, amidst this barren isle, Where panting nature droops the head, Where only thou art seen to smile, I view my parting hour with dread. Though far from Albin's craggy shore, Divided by the dark-blue main; A few, brief, rolling seasons o'er, Perchance I view her cliffs again: But wheresoe'er I now may roam, Through scorching clime, and varied sea, Though time restore me to my home, I ne'er shall bend mine eyes on thee: On thee, in whom at once conspire All charms which heedless hearts can move, Whom but to see is to admire, And, oh! forgive the word-to love. Forgive the word, in one who ne'er With such a word can more offend; And since thy heart I cannot share, Believe me, what I am, thy friend. And who so cold as look on thee, Thou lovely wand'rer, and be less? Nor be, what man should ever be, The friend of beauty in distress? Ah! who would think that form had past Through danger's most destructive path, Had braved the death-wing'd tempest's blast, And 'scaped a tyrant's fiercer wrath? Lady! when I shall view the walls Where free Byzantium once arose; And Stamboul's oriental halls The Turkish tyrants now enclose; Though mightiest in the lists of fame, That glorious city still shall be, On me 't will hold a dearer claim, And though I bid thee now farewell, When I behold that wond'rous scene, 'T will soothe to be, where thou hast been. September, 1809. STANZAS Composed October 11th, 1809, during the night, in a thunder-storm, when the guides had lost the road to Zitza, near the range of mountains formerly called Pindus', in Albania. CHILL and mirk is the nightly blast, Our guides are gone, our hope is lost, But show where rocks our path have crost, Is yon a cot I saw, though low? Through sounds of foaming waterfalls, I hear a voice exclaim My way-worn countryman, who calls |