XIV. Thou wilt not let her wash thy dainty feet With such salt things as tears, or with rude hair Dry them, soft Pharisee, that sit'st at meat With him who made her such, and speak'st him fair, Leaving God's wandering lamb the while to bleat Unheeded, shivering in the pitiless air : Thou hast made prisoned virtue show more wan XV. Now many months flew by, and weary grew To Margaret the sight of happy things; Blight fell on all her flowers, instead of dew; Shut round her heart were now the joyous wings Wherewith it wont to soar; yet not untrue, Though tempted much, her woman's nature clings To its first pure belief, and with sad eyes Looks backward o'er the gate of Paradise. XVI. Not wholly desolate, nor quite shut out From peace, are hearts that love, though hopelessly; Though, with rude billows compassed all about, They toss, lone shipwrecks, on a dreary sea, Yet love hath glories which the eye of doubt Where in deep peace the heavenly instincts dwell. XVII. So Margaret, though Mordred came less oft, And winter frowned where spring had laughed before, In his strange eyes, yet half her sadness doffed, XVIII. This babe, she thought, would surely bring him back, And be a bond forever them between ; Before its eyes the sullen tempest-rack Would fade, and leave the face of heaven serene ; And love's return doth more than fill the lack, Which in his absence withered the heart's green : And yet a dim foreboding still would flit Between her and her hope to darken it. XIX. She could not figure forth a happy fate, The earth must needs be doubly desolate One night, as, standing in the twilight gloam, XX. Poor little spirit! naught but shame and woe As for thy sake makes sorrow more divine : And, having trampled it for struggling thence, ΧΧΙ. O mockery, that aught unruth and hard Behind God's name its ugly face should veil! Sad human nature, that o'er flint and shard With bleeding feet shrink'st onward wan and pale, Believing 't is thy doom to be ill-starred, Since e'en Religion sanctions the foul tale, And hating God, because man's creeds but grant What they his blessings call, toil, woe, and want! XXII. As thus she mused, a shadow seemed to rise And the quick blood doth curdle up and press eyes And hush itself, as who with shuddering guess Harks through the gloom and dreads e'en now to feel Through his hot breast the icy slide of steel. XXIII. But, at that heart-beat, while in dread she was, A dewy thrill flits through the heavy grass, |