man hath overthrown the very being of virtues, and the essential constitution of religion. Religion is no reliligion, and virtue is no act of choice, and reward comes by chance, and without condition, if we only are religious when we cannot choose, if we part with our money when we cannot keep it, with our lust when we cannot act it, with our desires when they have left us. Death is a certain mortifier; but that mortification is deadly, not useful to the purposes of a spiritual life, *When we are compelled to depart from our evil customs, and leave to live that we may begin to live, then we die to die; that life is the prologue to death, and thenceforth we die eternally.

St. Cyril speaks of certain people that chose to worship the sun because he was a day-god; for believing that he was quenched every night in the sea, or that he had no influence upon them that light up candles and lived by the light of fire, they were confident they might be Atheists all night and live as they list. Men who divide their little portion of time between religion and pleasures, between God and God's enemy, think that God is to rule but in his certain period of time, and that our life is the stage of passion and folly, and the day of death for the work of our life. But as to God both the day and night are alike, so are the first and last of our days, all are his due, and he will account severely with us for the follies of the first, and the evil of the last. The evils and the pains are great

* Corgimur à suetis animun suspendere rebus, Atque ut vivamus vivere desinimus,

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which are reserved for those who defer their restitution to God's favour till their death. And therefore Antisthenes said well, It is not the happy death, but the happy life that makes man happy. It is in piety as in fame and reputation; he secures a good name but loosely, that trusts his fame and celebrity only to his ashes; and it is more a civility than the base of a firm reputation, that man speak honour of their departed relatives; but if their life be virtuous, it forces honour from contempt, and snatches it from the hand of envy, and it shines through the crevices of detrac tion, and as it anointed the head of the living, so it embalms the body of the dead. From these premises it follows, that when we discourse of a sick man's repentance, it is intended to be, not a beginning but the prosecution, and consummation of the covenant of repentance, which Christ stipulated with us in baptism, and which we needed all our life, and-which we began long before this last arrest, and in which we are now to make further progress, that we may arrive to that integrity and fulness of duty, that our sins may be blotted out when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord. Acts iii. 19.

SECT. VI.

Rules for the Practice of Repentance in Sickness. 1. LET the sick man consider at what gate his sickness entered; and if we can discover the particular,

let him instantly, passionately, and with great contrition, dash the crime in pieces, lest he descend into his grave in the midst of a sin, and thence remove into an ocean of eternal sorrow. But if he only suffers the common fate of man, and knows not the particular inlet, he is to be governed by the following measures.

2. Inquire into the repentance of thy former life particularly whether it were of a great and perfect grief, and productive of fixed resolutions of holy living, and reductive of these to act; how many days and nights we have spent in sorrow or care, in habitual and actual pursuances of virtue; what instrument we have chosen and used for the eradication of sin; how we have judged ourselves, and how punished; and, in sum, whether we have by the grace of repentance changed our life from criminal to virtuous, from one habit to another, and whether we have paid for the pleasure of our sin by smart or sorrow, by the effusion of alms, or by passing our nights in prayer, so as the spirit hath been served in our repentance as earnestly and as greatly as our appetites have been provided for in the days of our shame and folly.

3. Supply the imperfections of thy repentance by a general or universal sorrow for the sins not only since the last communion or absolution, but of thy whole life; for all sins, known and unknown, repented and unrepented, of ignorance or infirmity, which thou knowest, or which others have accused thee. of; thy clamorous and thy whispering sins, the sins of scandal and the sins of a secret conscience, of the flesh and of

the spirit. For it would be but a sad arrest to thy soul wandering in strange and unusual regions, to see a scroll of uncancelled sins represented and charged upon thee for want of care and notices, and that thy repentance shall become invalid because of its imperfections.

4. To this purpose it is usually advised by spiritual persons, that the sick man make an universal confession, or a renovation and repetition of all the particular confessions and accusations of his whole life; that now at the foot of his account he may represent the sum total to God and his cònscience, and make provisions for their remedy and pardon, according to his present possibilities.

5. Now is the time to make reflex acts of repentance; that as by a general repentance we supply the want of the just extension of parts; so by this we may supply the proper measures of the intention of degree. In our health we can consider concerning our own acts whether they be real or hypocritical, essential or imaginary, sincere or upon interest, integral or imperfect, commensurate or defective. And although it is a good caution of securities, after all our care and diligence still to suspect ourselves and our own deceptions, and for ever to beg of God pardon and acceptance in the union of Christ's passion and intercession: Yet in proper speaking, reflex acts of repentance, being a suppletory after the imperfection of the direct, are then most fit to be used when we cannot proceed , and prosecute the direct actions. To repent

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cause we cannot repent, and to grieve because we cannot grieve, was a device invented to serve the turn of the mother of Peter Gratian: But it was used by her, and so advised to be, in her sickness, and last actions of repentance. For in our perfect health and understanding if we do not understand our first act, we cannot discern our second; and if we be not sorry for our sins, we cannot be sorry for want of sorrows: It is a contradiction to say we can; because want of sorrow, to which we are obliged, is certainly a great sin; and if we can grieve for that, then also for the rest; if not for all, then not for this. But in the days of weakness the case is otherwise: For then our actions are imperfect, our discourse weak, our internal actions not discernible, our fears great, our work to be abbreviated, and our defects to be supplied by spiritual · And therefore it is proper and proportionate to our state and to our necessity, to beg of God pardon for the imperfections of our repentance, acceptance of our weaker sorrows, supplies out of the treasures of grace and mercy. And thus repenting of the evil and nhandsome adherences of our repentance, in the whole integrity of the duty, it will become a repentance not to be repented of.

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6. Now is the time beyond which the sick man must at no hand defer to make restitution of all his unjust possessions, or other men's rights, and satisfactions for all injuries and violences, according to his obligation and possibilities. For although many circumstances might impede the acting it in our life-time, and it was