Some wanderer, whom I would not meet, hear your harmless cry, The wolf may Whom ye should dread as much as I. How calm, amid these scenes, my mind! How perfect is the peace I find ! Oh hush, be still, my every part, My tongue, my pulse, my beating heart ! That Love, aspiring to its cause, May suffer not a moment's pause. Ye swift-finn'd nations, that abide In seas as fathomless as wide ; And unsuspicious of a snare, Pursue at large your pleasures there: Poor sportive fools ! how soon does man Your heedless ignorance trepan! Away! dive deep into the brine, Where never yet sunk plummet-line; Trust me, the vast leviathan Is merciful, compared with man; Avoid his arts, forsake the beach, And never play within his reach! My soul her bondage ill endures ; I pant for liberty like yours; I long for that immense profound, That knows no bottom, and no bound; Lost in infinity, to prove The incomprehensible of Love. Ye Birds ! that lessen as ye fly, And vanish in the distant sky; To whom yon airy waste belongs, Resounding with your cheerful songs ; Haste to escape from human sight! THE VICISSITUDES EXPERIENCED IN THE CHRISTIAN LIFE. I suffer fruitless anguish day by day, my pain; Scarce knowing whither, doubtfully I stray, And see no end of all that I sustain. passes, marks The more I strive the more I am withstood; Anxiety increasing every hour, power. My peace of heart is fled, I know not where; My happy hours, like shadows, pass'd away; Their sweet remembrance doubles all my care, Night darker seems, succeeding such a day. Dear faded joys, and impotent regret, What profit is there in incessant tears ? Reveal thy Love, and banish all my fears ! Alas! He flies me-treats me as his foe, Views not my sorrows, hears not when I plead; Woe such as mine, despised, neglected woe, Unless it shortens life, is vain indeed. Pierced with a thousand wounds, I yet survive; My pangs are keen, but no complaint transpires ; And while in terrors of thy wrath I live, Hell seems to lose its less tremendous fires. Has Hell a pain I would not gladly bear, So thy severe displeasure might subside ? Hopeless of ease, I seem already there, My life extinguish'd, and yet death denied. Is this the joy so promised ?—this the love, The unchanging love, so sworn in better days ? Ah! dangerous glories ! shown me, but to prove How lovely Thou, and I how rash to gaze. Why did I see them ? had I still remain'd Untaught, still ignorant how fair thou art, My humbler wishes I had soon obtain’d, Nor known the torments of a doubting heart. Deprived of all, yet feeling no desires, Whence then, I cry, the pangs that I sustain ? Dubious and uninform’d, my soul inquires, Ought she to cherish, or shake off her pain ? Suffering, I suffer not; sincerely love, Yet feel no touch of that enlivening flame; As chance inclines me, unconcern'd I move, All times, and all events, to me the same. fall; I search my heart, and not a wish is there, may Such is the sad disquietude I share, A sea of doubts, and self the source of all. I ask not life, nor do I wish to die; And if thine hand accomplish not my cure, I would not purchase with a single sigh, A free discharge from all that I endure. I groan in chains, yet want not a release ; Am sick, and know not the distemper'd part; Am just as void of purpose as of peace ; Have neither plan, nor fear, nor hope, nor heart. My claim to life, though sought with earnest care, No light within me or without me shows; chief cordial and my best repose. |