PROCEDURE OF DIVINE LOVE,
IN BRINGING A SOUL TO THE POINT OF SELF-RENUNCIATION AND ABSOLUTE ACQUIESCENCE.
"Twas my purpose on a day, To embark and sail away; As I climb'd the vessel's side,
Love was sporting in the tide;
"Come," he said, " ascend! make haste,
Launch into the boundless waste."
Many mariners were there,
Having each his separate care; They that row'd us held their
Fix'd upon the starry skies; Others steer'd, or turn'd the sails To receive the shifting gales.
Love, with power divine supplied, Suddenly my courage tried; In a moment it was night, Ship and skies were out of sight; On the briny wave I lay, Floating rushes all my stay.
Did I with resentment burn At this unexpected turn? Did I wish myself on shore, Never to forsake it more? No:-" My soul," I cried, " be still! If I must be lost, I will."
Next he hasten'd to convey Both my frail supports away; Seized my rushes; bade the waves Yawn into a thousand graves: Down I went, and sunk as lead, Ocean closing o'er my head.
Still, however, life was safe;
And I saw him turn and laugh:
Friend," he cried, " adieu! lie low, While the wintry storms shall blow; When the spring has calm'd the main, You shall rise and float again."
Soon I saw him, with dismay, Spread his plumes and soar away; Now I mark his rapid flight, Now he leaves my aching sight; He is gone whom I adore, 'Tis in vain to seek him more.
How I trembled then and fear'd, When my love had disappear'd! "Wilt thou leave me thus," I cried, "Whelm❜d beneath the rolling tide ?" Vain attempt to reach his ear! Love was gone, and would not hear.
Ah! return, and love me still; See me subject to thy will!
Frown with wrath, or smile with grace,
Only let me see thy face!
Evil I have none to fear,
All is good, if Thou art near.
Yet he leaves me, cruel fate! Leaves me in my lost estate ! Have I sinn'd? Oh say wherein ? Tell me, and forgive my sin! King and Lord, whom I adore,
Shall I see thy face no more?
Be not angry; I resign, Henceforth, all my will to thine : I consent that thou depart,
Though thine absence breaks my heart; Go then, and for ever too;
All is right that thou wilt do.
This was just what Love intended, He was now no more offended; Soon as I became a child,
Love return'd to me and smiled: Never strife shall more betide 'Twixt the Bridegroom and his Bride.
LONGING TO SEE HIM BELOVED.
THERE'S not an echo round me,
But I am glad should learn How pure a fire has found me, The love with which I burn. For none attends with pleasure To what I would reveal; They slight me out of measure, And laugh at all I feel.
The rocks receive less proudly The story of my flame; When I approach, they loudly Reverberate his name.
I speak to them of sadness, And comforts at a stand; They bid me look for gladness, And better days at hand. Far from all habitation, I heard a happy sound, Big with the consolation, That I have often found; I said, "My lot is sorrow, My grief has no alloy;" The rocks replied-" To-morrow, To-morrow brings thee joy."
These sweet and secret tidings, What bliss it is to hear! For, spite of all my chidings, My weakness and my fear, No sooner I receive them, Than I forget my pain, And happy to believe them, I love as much again.
I fly to scenes romantic,
Where never men resort; For in an age so frantic
Impiety is sport;
For riot and confusion
They barter things above, Condemning, as delusion, The joy of perfect love.
In this sequester'd corner, None hears what I express; Deliver'd from the scorner,
What peace do I possess ! Beneath the boughs reclining, Or roving o'er the wild, I live as undesigning,
And harmless as a child.
No troubles here surprise me; I innocently play,
While Providence supplies me, And guards me all the day: My dear and kind defender Preserves me safely here, From men of pomp and splendour, Who fill a child with fear.
ASPIRATIONS OF THE SOUL AFTER GOD.
My Spouse! in whose presence I live,
Sole object of all my desires,
Who know'st what a flame I conceive,
And canst easily double its fires; How pleasant is all that I meet! From fear of adversity free, I find even sorrow made sweet; Because 'tis assign'd me by Thee.
Transported I see thee display
Thy riches and glory divine;
I have only my life to repay, Take what I would gladly resign.
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