Of city life! I was a sketcher then : Boat, island, ruins of a castle, built And three rich sennights more, my love My love for Nature and my love for her, When men knew how to build, upon a Twin-sisters differently beautiful. rock To some full music rose and sank the sun, With turrets lichen-gilded like a rock : aires, change With all the varied changes of the dark, Here lived the Hills-a Tudor-chimnied And either twilight and the day between ; For daily hope fulfill'd, to rise again bulk sweet Of mellow brickwork on an isle of Revolving toward fulfilment, made it Bull The curate; he was fatter than his cure. But Edwin Morris, he that knew the names, Long learned names of agaric, moss and fern, Who forged a thousand theories of the rocks, breathe.' Or this or something like to this he Then said the fat-faced curate Edward 'I take it, God made the woman for And for the good and increase of the world. A pretty face is well, and this is well, Who taught me how to skate, to row, to To have a dame indoors, that trims us 94 EDWIN MORRIS; OR, THE LAKE. What should one give to light on such a But you can talk : yours is a kindly vein : I have, I think,-Heaven knows-as dream?' I ask'd him half-sardonically. 'Give? Give all thou art,' he answer'd, and a light much within; Have, or should have, but for a thought or two, That like a purple beech among the greens Of laughter dimpled in his swarthy Looks out of place: 'tis from no want in cheek; her: 'I would have hid her needle in my It is my shyness, or my self-distrust, The experience of the wise. I went and Then said the fat-faced curate, Edward came; Bull: Her voice fled always thro' the summer God make the woman for the use of man, And for the good and increase of the world.' land; I spoke her name alone. Thrice-happy days! The flower of each, those moments when we met, And I and Edwin laugh'd; and now we paused About the windings of the marge to hear The crown of all, we met to part no The soft wind blowing over meadowy more.' Were not his words delicious, I a beast holms And alders, garden-isles; and now we left The clerk behind us, I and he, and ran To take them as I did? but something By ripply shallows of the lisping lake, My suit had wither'd, nipt to death by him That was a God, and is a lawyer's clerk, 'Friend Edwin, do not think yourself The rentroll Cupid of our rainy isles. alone Of all men happy. Shall not Love to me, 'Tis true, we met; one hour I had, no more : She sent a note, the seal an Elle vous suit, The close Your Letty, only yours ;' and this Thrice underscored. The friendly mist There came a mystic token from the king of morn To greet the sheriff, needless courtesy ! Clung to the lake. I boated over, ran My craft aground, and heard with beating heart Her taper glimmer'd in the lake below : The Sweet-Gale rustle round the shelving I turn'd once more, close-button'd to the keel; And out I stept, and up I crept : she So left the place, left Edwin, nor have moved, Like Proserpine in Enna, gathering Him since, nor heard of her, nor cared flowers : Then low and sweet I whistled thrice; and she, She turn'd, we closed, we kiss'd, swore faith, I breathed In some new planet: a silent cousin stole Upon us and departed: 'Leave,' she cried, 'O leave me!' 'Never, dearest, never: here storm; seen to hear. Nor cared to hear? perhaps : yet long ago I have pardon'd little Letty; not indeed, me; For in the dust and drouth of London life I brave the worst:' and while we stood While the prime swallow dips his wing, like fools Embracing, all at once a score of pugs came Trustees and Aunts and Uncles. What, with him! Go' (shrill'd the cotton-spinning chorus); 'him!' I choked. or then While the gold-lily blows, and overhead crag. ST. SIMEON STYLITES. ALTHO' I be the basest of mankind, Again they shriek'd the From scalp to sole one slough and crust burthen-Him!' Again with hands of wild rejection 'Go! Girl, get you in!' She went-and in one month of sin, Unfit for earth, unfit for heaven, scarce meet For troops of devils, mad with blasphemy, They wedded her to sixty thousand I will not cease to grasp the hope I hold This not be all in vain, that thrice ten I hope my end draws nigh: half deaf I years, Thrice multiplied by superhuman pangs, In hungers and in thirsts, fevers and cold, In coughs, aches, stitches, ulcerous throes and cramps, A sign betwixt the meadow and the cloud, Patient on this tall pillar I have borne Rain, wind, frost, heat, hail, damp, and sleet, and snow; Yet cease I not to clamour and to cry, And I had hoped that ere this period While my stiff spine can hold my weary Thou wouldst have caught me up into thy Tiil all my limbs drop piecemeal from rest, Denying not these weather-beaten limbs The meed of saints, the white robe and the palm. O take the meaning, Lord: I do not breathe, Not whisper, any murmur of complaint. Pain heap'd ten-hundred-fold to this, were still the stone, Have mercy, mercy: take away my sin. O Jesus, if thou wilt not save my soul, Who may be saved? who is it may be saved? Who may be made a saint, if I fail here? Show me the man hath suffer'd more than I. For did not all thy martyrs die one death? Less burthen, by ten-hundred-fold, to For either they were stoned, or crucified, Or burn'd in fire, or boil'd in oil, or sawn bear, Than were those lead-like tons of sin, that In twain beneath the ribs ; but I die here To-day, and whole years long, a life of crush'd My spirit flat before thee. O Lord, Lord, Thou knowest I bore this better at the first, For I was strong and hale of body then; And tho' my teeth, which now are dropt away, death, Bear witness, if I could have found a way (And heedfully I sifted all my thought) More slowly-painful to subdue this home Of sin, my flesh, which I despise and hate, I had not stinted practice, O my God. For not alone this pillar-punishment. Would chatter with the cold, and all my Not this alone I bore: but while I lived In the white convent down the valley beard And yet I know not well, Betray'd my secret penance, so that all than this I bore, whereof, O God, thou knowest all. I lived up there on yonder mountain side. Black'd with thy branding thunder, and sometimes Sucking the damps for drink, and eating not, Except the spare chance-gift of those that came Fall down, O Simeon: thou hast suffer'd long For ages and for ages!' then they prate That Heaven, and Earth, and Time are Bethink thee, Lord, while thou and all the saints Enjoy themselves in heaven, and men on earth House in the shade of comfortable roofs, To touch my body and be heal'd, and Sit with their wives by fires, eat whole some food, live: And they say then that I work'd miracles, And wear warm clothes, and even beasts Whereof my fame is loud amongst man have stalls, I, 'tween the spring and downfall of the light, Bow down one thousand and two hundred To Christ, the Virgin Mother, and the Or in the night, after a little sleep, I wake the chill stars sparkle; I am wet With drenching dews, or stiff with crackling frost. And twice three years I crouch'd on one I wear an undress'd goatskin on my Twenty by measure; last of all, I grew | A grazing iron collar grinds my neck; Or else I dream-and for so long a time, crowns So much-even so. cross, And strive and wrestle with thee till I die : O Lord, thou knowest what a man I am; A sinful man, conceived and born in sin : 'Tis their own doing; this is none of mine; H |