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"An affectionate father and a fond mother went into their graves, weeping and praying for their lost, their ambitious son. Their prayers have been answered, and I shall soon meet them at the right hand of God, while my mortal part will nestle on the bosom of corruption, its second mother."

was changed it had increased greatly in size. I was a happy boy, sympathizing with the glad season One portion of it spoke of the past and forgotten of Spring-now I am an old man, and brother to dead-the other, of the present and dying. In the the Autumnal leaves. former, the graves of my parents were discerned by the broken fragments of their gray head-stones. One thing I saw there which pleased me, and was unchanged it was the old oak, which still waved over them—an emblem of infinite love. There was one other grave upon which I looked with peculiar feelings, and above it one evening primrose bloomed in beauty,-emblem of the buried one. O! there Thus did this good man unburthen the feelings is consolation in the thought, that after the Winter of his heart, until the approaching darkness and of death, comes the Summer of eternal blessedness. falling dew warned us to seek the shelter of our "And now I have come to this pleasant eminence, and under the open sky, to spend one short hour in thinking upon the pleasures of other days. I feel that my pilgrimage is almost ended-that my goal is won.

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inns. He leaned upon my arm until we reached the foot of the hill, promising to relate to me on the morrow more particulars of his eventful life. We parted. That night my dreams were confused; for they were about a sinful fleeting world, and one that is sinless and eternal.

How many times have I roamed over these hills, arm-in-arm with Mary Lee, the brightest star The next day I saw a funeral procession more in the horizon of my youthful hope. I verily believe, slowly to the village church-yard. It was comshe was the only being who ever loved me with posed of a few humane christians and the family the passion of an angel. How many years of hap- of the inn-keeper-but there was not one mourner piness did we then anticipate! See you that little there. The sunset of that evening was beautiful purple cloud just passing away from amidst its com- as ever, but the unknown old man was unconscious panions?--even so did her spirit fade into the cloud-of its glories. Truly hath the poet said- We are less sky of heaven. born-we laugh-we weep-and then—we die.'

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"Young man! if you are not weary, listen a little longer to my words. If you have never given your heart away, a sordid boon,' or devoted your affections to some earthly object, I warn you to beware; place them on something that is lasting-on your God. He is unchangeable and infinitely good, and if you are His child you will be forever happy. But I tell you to begin early-to begin now-now is the accepted time, now is the day of salvation.'

"Next to God, and your fellow men, let the love of Nature engage your attention; and be not engrossed with the vanities of this changing world. Ambition is a delusion. It is this that has been the chief torment of my life. I have stood on the spot hallowed by the ashes of Socrates, and as I thought of him, and others, who once instructed mankind under a cloud of heathenism, I have felt that if the grave was the consummation of human glory the plaudits of the world were not to be desired. Yes, cherish within your heart a love for nature. She will alleviate many of the troubles of life, and will prove a constant friend. The scenes which now meet my eye, are the same to which I bade adieu in the morning of life. The same clouds are floating in the west. The same breeze is fanning my cheek and sending the newborn ripples to expire upon the shore. The same bees are struggling for the honey contained in that drooping flower. The same ant is building her little palace of sand at my feet, teaching me as it did then a lesson of industry. The same whip-poor-will is offering up her evening hymn. Every thing is unchanged, save myself and my affections, Then I

THE DEPARTED.

Not they alone are the departed
Who have laid them down to sleep
In the grave narrow and lonely;
Not for them only do I vigils keep,
Not for them only am I heavy-hearted,
Not for them only!

Many, many, there are many
Who no more are with me here,
As cherished, as beloved, as any
For whom I have decked out the bier.
Wherefore from me who loved ye so,
Oh! wherefore did ye go?

I have shed full many a tear,
I have wrestled oft in pray'r-
But ye do not come again;
How could anything so dear,
How could anything so fair,
Vanish like the summer rain?
No, no it cannot be,
Ye must be still with me!
And yet, oh! where art thou,
Childhood, with sunny brow
And floating hair?

Where art thou hiding now?
I have sought thee everywhere,
All among the shrubs and flow'rs
Of those garden-walks of ours:
Thou art not there!

When the shadow of night's wings
Hath darkened all the earth,
I listen for thy gambollings
Beside the cheerful hearth-
Thou art not there!

I listen to the distant bell,

I murmur o'er the little songs
Which thou did'st love so well,
Pleasant memories come in throngs
And my eyes are blurred with tears,
Bat no glimpse of thee appears:

Lonely am I in the winter, lonely in the spring,
Summer and harvest bring no trace of thee;
Oh whither, whither art thou wandering-
Thou who didst once so cleave to me?

And Love is gone.

I have seen him come,

I have seen him, too, depart,
Leaving desolate his home,
His bright home in my heart.
I am alone!

Cold, cold is his hearth-stone,
Wide open stands the door,
The frolic and the gentle one
I shall see no more, no more!
At the fount the bowl is broken,

I shall drink it not again,

All my longing prayers are spoken And felt, ah woe is me! in vain.

Oh! childish hopes, and childish fancies,
Whither have ye fled away?

I long for ye in mournful trances,

I long for ye by night and day.

Oh do not let me pray in vain;
How good and happy I should be,
How free from every shade of pain,
If ye would come again to me!
Oh come again! come, come again!
Hath the sun forgot its brightness,
Have the stars forgot to shine,

That they bring not their wonted lightness
To this weary heart of mine?

'Tis not the sun that shone on thee,
Happy childhood, long ago—
Not the same stars silently
Looking on the same bright snow-
Not the same that Love and I
Together watched in days gone by!
No, not the same, alas for me!

Would God that they who early went
To the house dark and low,

For whom our mourning heads were bent,
For whom our steps were slow;

Oh would that these alone had left us,
That Fate of these alone had reft us,
Would God indeed that it were so!
Many leaves too soon must wither,
Many bright ones wandering hither,
We know not whence, we know not why,
Like the leaves and like the flowers,
Vanish ere the summer hours
That brought them to us have gone by.
Beautiful thoughts that once were mine,
Might I but win ye back once more,
Might ye about my being twine
And cluster, as ye did of yore!
Oh for the hopes and for the feelings,
Childhood, that I shared with thee,
The high resolves, the bright revealings
Of the soul's might which thou gav'st me.
Gentle Love, woe worth the day,

Woe worth the hour when thou wert born,
Woe worth the day thou fled'st away—
A shade across the wind-waved corn-

A dewdrop falling from the leaves,

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FROM THE DIARY OF A RURALIZER. July 27th, 6 P. M.—I have been "musing until the fire is burning within." As evening draws on, the sultriness abates and induces all quiet and delicious sensations in my heart. It seems to me, a good Christian in leaving the world must feel something as I do. I love every body now—yes, my enemies too. All the busy sounds of day have died away, and the roar of that far-off woodland torrent is distinctly heard. How I pity the poor denizens of the town! This breeze is not there-it is too gentle to force its way between those brick walls. Those clanging drays, and that omnipresent dust! Why, I had almost forgotten there was such a thing in the world as dust. My green blind shows as fresh and unsullied as if painted yesterday. How pretty my seat is in this shaded back piazza away from the little interruptions of this quiet spot! and then the view out is really picturesque. The pretty white-sanded yard, interspersed with tufts of verdant grass, some as large as a bed, and others the size of a chair-cushion, and not unlike a green velvet cushion, only much prettier. Farther on is the old-fashioned garden, a mélange of the utile and agreeable-pretty vines clamber over its neat fence, their verdure set off by the white dresses and snowy linen which the blanchisseuse, or "wash," has spread out, doubtless unconscious of scenic effect, though perhaps not without a chuckle of satisfaction, as she thought of the superior whiteness of the family habiliments, compared with less thrifty and tidy rivals, in the village church next Sunday. I heard her but just now talking to herself-a habit to which all her race, I believe, is addicted-and her soliloquy I translated thus: 66 Koguine see no sich frocks no whar bout here. Mas' Tom's breeches be white for true. He sure for catch one pretty gal for sweetheart. Massy, dis spread so white he hurt de eye."

July 29th.-Yesterday I lay on the bed here by this pretty window, and indulged in all the poetry and luxury of indolence. To-day has been worldly, and, like all the "uses of this world, stale, flat, and unprofitable." Sat and sowed and talked through two or three formidable hours. And such talking! This same talking, how often it makes the poor spirit stoop to the 6 P. M., dust! But now, very I am at leisure and alone, except that ever-present friend who "sticketh closer than a brother." I

can study my flowers, read, or muse, or weep, or laugh, as the spirit moves me.

August 1st.-The first day of the month has been signalized by an achievement of considerable merit on my part, I think. I have been trying ever since I came here to think of a name for this place. It is so lovely a spot that it deserves a pretty name, and besides, when I write letters, I like to have a name for my whereabout, that my friends may not think I have literally gone nowhere. But, though I thought much on the subject, I could effect nothing, and was about to give it up. But this morning, after eating a good breakfast, and enjoying other comfortable corporeals, I took a walk in the garden. My health was excellent-every thing around was congenial-and I had nothing to do but enjoy. I was felicitating myself on my happy lot, and with much complacency was gazing around, drinking in copious draughts of rural inspiration from the fresh verdure and gentle repose, when the thought struck me that this place shall be named Sans Soucie. Sans Soucie forever! I am spending the summer at Sans Soucie. It is the very thing precisely. My host though, would doubtless think it no merit to bestow such an outlandish name on a place which produces such fine corn and fodder, and for which he paid a round five thousand dollars. But he need not know it, or, if he does, he won't know but Sans Soucie means Oak Grove, or Hickory Farm, or Comfort Hall. Sans Soucie! it embodies in two words only, the many delightful hours I've passed here. But stay, I must analyze these flowers before they die. Sans Soucie, Sans Soucie, how I wish it could be set to music. August 2d. After several days severe heat we have a delightful morning. Cool, breezy, and partially cloudy. The alternations of light and shade, as the sun passes behind and emerges from the fleecy clouds, is beautiful. It seems to me I should never tire of this place. Its chief charms are quietness, neatness, and a sort of cosiness that would just suit Mary Mitford. There is too a general air of tastefulness, that must have originated in town where artificial adornments are most studied. And my room is the pleasantest part of the whole. The very sight of it makes me poetical, so I'll e'en give vent to some of my superabundant exaltation, if I can get my Pegasus started. Here goes

My room in sooth's a pretty quiet spot,
A poet's corner, not such as was the lot
Of hapless rhyming wight in days of yore,
But fit for modern poetizing beau,

Whose volumes in these wondrous reading days,
Bring needful gold as well as verdant lays,
To deck his whereabout.

It's neither large, nor small, but just the thing,
With snowy curtained windows on each side,
By which I sit to read and muse and sing;
Then I do take an honest country pride
In my bed-curtains virgin white:

And if my glass is small I need not care-
I'm prouder of my books than any glass-
Yes, it is a true poet's corner, where
The Muse should summer-Oh! so it will pass
Since here these clever rhymes I write.
True, the high-born lady Norton might smile,
And say the domicil wants much in style.
Bulwer might look for pictures, and wonder how
These naked walls my virtù could allow.
The ewer's not China, says dainty Willis;
But Mary Mitford, that simple Phyllis,

Would like the white-fringed curtains.
Bryant, I know, would like the rural view
From my green dustless lattice, the rose-vine
Climbing fence and tree, the green slope, and, too,
That beehive's drowsy hum would be so fine
To spin his reveries by;
This simple garden would prolong his gaze,
Where art does not distort poor nature's face
In bizarre forms through geometric maze,
Till one scarce knows her; but wild rural grace
Entrance the ling'ring eye.

Some might think the house too low, but the bees Buzz by so sweetly with their yellow store From dainty cups of flowers; and the breeze With showy petals decks the cool plank floor, And giddy butterflies

Dash out and in, and tropes recall to mind

To dizzen out poor thoughts; so I'm e'en glad Its low, pleasing its cottage air I findOh! a high townish house would be too bad To my town-wearied eyes. Augusta, Geo.

BERTHA

THE CONSCRIPT'S GRAVE.

"By one of these avalanches, a cannon and an artillery. man belonging to Bonaparte's army, were carried away and never more seen."—History of French Revolution.

The following lines are supposed to have been written after Napoleon's downfall, and during the occupation

Paris by the allied armies.

They lie entomb'd in the mountain glen,
The Gaul and his gun together,

No more he joins in the shout of men,

Where the red sword flashes ever.
He sleeps in peace, midst the Rhetian hills,
The avalanche now doth hide him;
Little he recks of his country's ills,-

That Gaul with his gun beside him.

His grave is far from his own lov'd France,
And the chamois boundeth o'er him,
His dreams not now of the stud and lance,
And the foe which fled before him;
For if death could dream of woes to come,

He would burst the chains which bind him,
And the pas de charge of the rattling drum
In the field of blood would find him.

Peace to the conscript, peace to his name,
Though 'tis all unknown to story,
And he won no crown midst the lurid flame
Which is 'round Marengo's glory-
He sleeps in death, midst the Rhetian hills,
The avalanche now doth hide him;
Little he recks of his country's ills,-
That Gaul with his gun beside him.

P. G.

SONGS OF THE PASSIONS.

BY LEWIS J. CIST.

I.

"I KNEW THEE FIRST."

I knew thee first in early youth,
And oh! I loved thee then;
For thou wast a fair tale of truth
From the Almighty pen!
And gazing on thy sunny face,
And on thine open brow,

Oh! who the falsehood then might trace,
That marks-what thou art now!

I knew thee still in riper years-
I knew thee, tho' estranged;
And I have wept, ay! bitter tears,
To know thee all so changed:

I saw thy light of love decay,

Yet knew not why nor how-
But sadly marked thee, day by day,
Become-what thou art now!

And now I know thee as thou art,
A cold and heartless thing;
And yet I feel that still my heart

Will round that image cling, Where I, as to a saint, have knelt With pure devotion's vow,

Ere

yet the idol there that dwelt Were fall'n-as thou art now!

It was no earthly love did bring
My spirit to thy shrine;

I bowed as to an Angel-thing
That never could be mine!

I mourn no idle passion cross'd,

But oh! I grieve that thou

All bright and pure as once thou wastShould'st be what thou art now!

II.

"BE STILL, FOND HEART."

Be still, fond heart!-for thee, no more
Is woven love's bright chain;
The Syren's treacherous song is o'er,
Never to wake again.

Hope's rays may others' steps illume,
But not for thee they shine;
Her flowers on others' pathway bloom,
But never more on thine!
Pleasure may call thee-wealth invite-
Or glory crown thy name-
Ambition's stirring voice incite

To deeds of deathless fame!
But never more, fond heart, for thee
Is woven love's bright chain;
Nor thou that Syren melody
May'st ever list again!

III.

"Go! I WOULD NOT NOW UPBRAID THEE!"
Go! I would not now upbraid thee!
Though we now forever part;
For I feel-myself hath made thee

Half the heartless thing thou art!
Had I loved thee but less blindly-
Less devotion had I shown-
Brook'd thy waywardness less kindly,
I had not thy falsehood known!

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Had my passion been less tender—

My devotion aught less true

1 had need not thus surrender

All my dreams of bliss, and you! 'Tis our nature to prize lightly

What we easily obtain;

And too well I loved thee, rightly Love so light as thine to gain! Others now will seek to woo theeSoon "another win and wear;" At the altar I shall view thee,

While my heart lies buried there! But I seek not to upbraid thee,

Though forever we must part; For I feel myself hath made thee Half the heartless thing thou art!

Cincinnati, Ohio.

SHORT CHAPTERS:

BY PATRICK PEDANT, SCHOOLMASTER.

CHAPTER XI.

POLARITY.

When last it was my lot to visit the classic and romantic precincts of the University of Virginia, in order to the matriculation of a neighbor's son, I found one of the learned professors pretty deeply engaged in a volume of Schubert's. Now as I had heard this excellent man lecture at Munich, and was familiar with his fame as a zealous Catholic, a laborious naturalist, a profound metaphysician, and a most amiable mystic, I begged leave to carry the book to "mine inn." It was his History of the Soul, and I expected a quantum suff. of psychology and physiology, especially when I surveyed the portentous anatomical pictures at the end; but I really found myself rapt into a little fairy-land of dreams, and poetry, and animal magnetism, and multiform literature. Schubert is eminently what the Germans call a genial man. that he touches sparkles with the freshness of rockcrystal. On the most abstruse subjects he gives you garlands of flowers, and empties on you a whole cornucopia of quaint but exuberant erudition. As the book is rarely met with in Virginia, let me glean a little from its lighter parts.

All

It is remarkable, says Schubert, that the most profound mathematicians and calculators have shown a penchant for music. These two things, mathematics and music, stand to one another in the relation of the two poles of a magnet, opposite yet supplementary. Galileo was devotedly attached to music from his very cradle. The same thing is observed in the life of Kepler.

A like polarity Schubert finds in philology and the study of nature. He might have given himself as an instance. Several great linguists have been passionate florists. For example, Frisch, one of

Metuens virgae jam grandis Achilles
Cantabat patriis in montibus; et cui non tune
Eliceret risum citharaedi cauda magistri?
Sed Rufum, atque alios caedit sua quaeque juventus.

No more a boy, yet as in boyhood's bond,
His task in Chiron's hands, Achilles conn'd;
Fill'd with fresh zeal at each approving nod,
And fearing his grotesque instructer's rod.
Nor did the centaur's too conspicuous tail
O'er the fond pupil's piety prevail.

But now, the taught, as hapless Rufus knows,
Disdain the lesson, and return the blows.

the ablest investigators of the German language, who published a great work on this subject in his seventy-sixth year, found his solace for years in the study of living birds, among which he lived. He wrote upon the birds of Germany. The same is true of Schneider, the great Grecian. Gruterus alternated between his antiquities and his garden. And the fathers of modern natural history, Otto Brunfels, Jerome Tragus and Conrad Gessner, devoted the prime of their strength to the ancient languages. The great mineralogist, G. A. Werner, entertained his old age by researches in the Very frigid translation, Dr. Badham, but the Hebrew and other ancient languages. I might best I have at hand, and I dare not attempt Juvehave told Dr. Schubert that I did myself, in the nal myself. I am glad to say, however, that the intervals of my treatise on the Latin Subjunctive, vexations of the ludimagisterial life have not alenter largely into the subject of the Trilobites. ways quenched the coals of passion. I feel myself A more signal antagonism or polarity is discov-alive both to grief and mirth. So did that blessed ered between earnestness, or even sadness, and old schoolmaster, Quintilian. I always made my the caprices of wit and merriment. The stately boys learn by heart the lamentation over his lost preacher, Flechier, used to read with great gusto the works of Belay, and the old capucinades of the funny Spanish-preaching friars, which were absolutely antipodal to his own discourses. Swift is a case in point: his gloom was saturnine, his humor almost simious. Bayle was never sated with ropedancers and jugglers. Johnson dearly loved Punch and Judy.

The subject connects itself with some of the remarkable defects of great men. Corneille was a detestable reader. Lafontaine, whose works are instinct with wit and knowledge of the world, was a mere booby in the drawing-room. When once invited to entertain a dinner party, he uttered not a word; and at a very early hour rose, in order, as he declared, to go to the Academy. When reminded that there was time enough, he dryly said: "Oh, I will take the longest way!" He would sit under his trees in the rain; and once inquired, in a learned circle, whether St. Austin had as much talent as Rabelais. So much for polarity.

CHAPTER XII.

SCHOOLMASTERS.

The life of a pedagogue is not perhaps the most miserable in the world; for there are the galleyslaves, broken-down-rakes, and navy-officers grown grey without promotion. But schoolmasters, in every age, have known and published their ills. I do not doubt that Aratus wielded a ferula when he penned that epigram

Διαζω Διότιμον, ὃς ἐν πέτραισι καδηται,
Γαργαρέων παισὶν βὴτα καὶ άλφα λέγων. *

But Juvenal has touched the principal source of pedagogical woes in his Seventh Satire; namely, the disrespect of the pupils. In the corrupt days of Domitian, as with us, the boys would not mind the master. It was different in old times.

Greek Anthol. I. 480.

son, which forms the introduction to his Sixth Book. It is one of the most touching passages in ancient literature. And then, on the other hand, more than half that very book is taken up with a treatise on wit, and the facetiae which are admissible in oratory.

Schoolmasters have always been a race somewhat attractive, and have been remembered by the poets. There is Orbilius-there is Ascham-there are Sir Hugh Evans and Holofernes, in Shakspeare. By-the-bye, Warburton tells us that the original of Holofernes was one John Florio, a teacher of the Italian language, who died in 1625. Goldsmith's Schoolmaster is famous. As to Crabbe's Reuben Dixon and Leonard, no one can read them without feeling that he has known them all his life. I forgive much of his severity in consideration of the following picture of an old teacher:

The master heeds it not, for thirty years
Have rendered all familiar to his ears;
He sits in comfort, 'mid the various sound
Of mingled tones forever flowing round;
Day after day he to his task attends,-
Unvaried toil and care that never ends :
Boys in their works proceed; while his employ
Admits no change, or changes but the boy;
Yet time has made it easy ;-he beside
Has power supreme, and power is sweet to pride:
But grant him pleasure ;-what can teachers feel,
Dependent, helpless, always at the wheel?
Their power despised, their compensation small,
Their labor dull, their life laborious all.

Yet, after all, there are some great satisfactions in the life of a schoolmaster, which none but they of the craft suspect. It is something to be the autocrat even in a small realm; and a certain glory gathers around the wig of the master, as he sits on some high day blending the legislative, judicial, and executive functions, all in one. Tyng, my old preceptor, used to look the dictator when he had indulged in some signal act of vengeance. How be

* The Borough: Letter xxiv.

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