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"I will decide on having a silver-gray silk; Guy likes it. Yes, I know what you mean,' looking up. "These things seem incongruous when you are not inclined for them; but one cannot go against custom."

"I never expected to hear that from you, Honor; you are the most unconventional woman I know. I should not have thought," hesitating a little, as though her words might be considered ungracious, "that you would care so much for these things, especially now."

"Why, it is only now that I have begun to care for them. My dear Dym," smiling now as she caught sight of Dym's serious face, "it is very certain that you have never been in love."

"How can you tell that ?" returned Dym, obstinately. She flushed up as though Honor's words annoyed her. She was subject to all sorts of cold and hot fits just now.

Mr. Chichester made up his mind his little friend was capricious, but Will grew more gentle with her every day.

"If you had been in love you would understand why I do care so much. You cannot think the pleasure that all this gives me," she went on, softly. "Don't you know Guy will see me in all these dresses? Have you not found out what a tritic he is in such a matter?"

"Yes; she has sent her love, and she will be with you in an hour or two."

"You are tired," observed Honor, with one of her quiet glances, as he drew an easy chair to the fire and spread his thin hands over the blaze.

The corners of Will's mouth showed the fragment of a smile.

"Your supposition is correct, Miss Nethecote, I am afraid. Your happy valley is not to compare with Rasselas's. I think even ennui is preferable to east wind.”

“Ah, it has made your rheumatism worse."

"Nothing of which to speak," was the somewhat comical answer. "I have only been flagellated by a scourge at every street corner. I think those Greek pagans were to be forgiven for their superstition, when they thought a noisy divinity was bawling in their ears in an unknown language. I wonder if their bones ever ached when they worshipped him."

Honor's only answer was to pile one fragrant pine-knot on another. Will watched the strong white hands as they handled the smooth logs so deftly. When she had done she still kept the place on the rug, looking down on him.

Most women look better in a sitting than a standing attitude; they can walk, but few have the art of posing themselves gracefully. Honor "He said once he liked white," observed Dym, Nethecote never looked better than she did now; half to herself.

"I shall have some white dresses certainly, evening as well as morning," returned Honor, repting the suggestion with all gravity. "I have known Guy so long, that I have discovered all his favorite shades. Some colors quite hurt his eyes. It costs me a little trouble, but I know it will gratify him."

She finished with so sweet a smile that Dym felt rebuked for her censoriousness. But not even Dyn, affectionate and honest-hearted as she was, maid guess the breadth and depth of a love like Honor's.

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was just at this juncture that Will entered. "I did not expect to find you here, Miss Nethecote," he said, with a little surprise, as he qetly greeted them both.

"Mr. Chichester has gone to York," returned Honor, with the frank blush with which she always spoke of him, "and it is so bitterly cold that I have not ventured to go up to Ingleside. Mrs. Chichester is coming presently, I believe."

her grand figure, drawn to its full height; her hands folded before her; the set of her head perfect; but her eyes, how kindly they looked at Will!

"Miss Nethecote, why will you make me feel so uncomfortable ?" Will would have elucidated his own words by rising and offering his chair, but she stopped him.

"Please do not disturb yourself, I like standing." "Well, you have the advantage of me every way," returned Will, resignedly, but with a touch of gentle sarcasm. "It appears I am to look up to you in spite of my efforts to hold my own."

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"For shame, Mr. Elliott! Dym, why do you let your brother talk so?"-and there was generous flash in Honor's eyes. "After that I must take the lowest seat I can find, to be sure that I have brought myself to my proper level.”

"Can we always find our level ?" returned Will, softly. "The ground would have to open, and let a few of us sink through it, in that case. Perhaps, as I am here to ask your assistance, you

had better resume your former commanding posi- ugly, dingy place, and you never get a moment's tion, Miss Nethecote."

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"My assistance!" with some surprise; but the gentleness of her look added, "How can you it in your heart to be so satirical to me!" "Yes, if you will be so good as to give it," was the courteous answer. Will was properly grave now.

Honor had beckoned Dym to the cosy-looking chair beside her, and Will, shading his eyes from the sudden blaze, could see the two upturned faces directed towards him with some little anxiety; at least, Honor's looked anxious. Dym hardly knew if Will were jesting or in earnest. Evidently Will was in no hurry to explain himself; he leaned back in his chair, and his left hand toyed with the little gold cross, a gift from Dym, that hung suspended to his watch-chain, as he noted the pleasantness of the fireside picture; Dym's shadowy little face, no longer bright and sparkling, and Honor's fair profile and coronet of ruddy brown hair.

"What is it, Will?" asked Dym at last, somewhat wearily.

She stirred a little as Will began his subject; Honor listened with grave intentness; she was evidently prepared for what he had to say. When | he had finished, Dym caught her breath, and then sat up and looked at him with a moved face between laughing and crying.

"Well, Dym."

“Oh, Will, is it really true? How kind, how generous, of Mr. Chichester! Oh, I am so glad!" and the little creature-for she was a little creature beside Honor-sprung up from her seat and threw her arms around his neck.

rest when you are there."

Will listens with a curious smile. "Is it dingy ?" he wonders. There are wide street-corners, where the sweet air blows straight from Hampstead and Highgate; there are patches of green to be seen between the houses; when he walks up the street, the children look at the bowed figure and the bright, kindly eyes, and smile and curtsey; the women come to the door with rough neighborly greeting; and even the sweep in Paradise-row pulls a grimy forelock as he passes. He has friends among them-many and many a one. It is not all rags and filth and wretchedness. How many life-histories he has conned among themnoble ones some of them-that would put to shame the most exciting fiction ever written! Humble heroes and heroines in real life, with unwashed faces perhaps, with rough knobby hands, with threadbare coats and patched gowns. Will knows them all; he has sat among them and given them the right hand of fellowship often and often.

Will likes to see the children he has baptized growing up about him; he gathers the bigger ones around him on Sunday afternoons, and tells them Bible stories-childish histories of Joseph and Samuel and Timothy. Little Dick Maynard thinks he would like to be Samuel best-Samuel's little coat, the altar lights, the swaying censers, Eli's hoary head, the hush, the mystery, the soft coloring, have wrought a vast impression on the crippled boy. Dick rehearses it all in the little garret when he and his family of linnets are alone. "When I grow up I mean to be a prophet," says Dick, with a flicker of his sandy eyebrows.

Poor little childish dreamer! The linnets sing "Softly, my dear child! Why, what an excited on in their cage; the crutches are propped against Dym it is! We have not talked about it yet;"the wall; the dust gathers on the accordion; and as Will gently freed himself from her embrace a cloud came over his face that was not lost on Honor.

Dick's little worn cap hangs against the door. Where is Dick himself? Ask the childless parents as they gather around their empty hearth; ask "Dym, dear, I do not think your brother has stalwart Richard Maynard, who took the loss of 'finished all he has to say."

"Of course not. We shall not have finished all night long," exclaimed Dym, in the same hysterical voice. "Oh, Will, to think you will not be worked to death any more at that dreadful old St. Luke's!"

his crippled boy so ill that his honest heart nearly broke under it; ask Susan, wiping the tears with her apron from her comely face, as Guy Chichester puts the same question.

"Dead and gone, sir. After what happened he just fretted his dear self away; took on and Those are his birds, sir. Richard will not let any one clean them but himself. And there are his school-books, writ

Did Dym guess she had hurt him, that she laid pined like double his years. her cheek so fondly against his?

"I could not help it, Will; it is such a great,

ten so prettily; he was a rare scholar when Mr. Elliott learnt him. Going, sir? Ah, well, there isn't much to detain you here now!" and Susan wipes some more tears away as Guy Chichester goes out of the door.

All sorts of thoughts come into Will's mind as Dym nestles at his side, and Honor sits thoughtfully gazing into the fire; and he rouses himself with difficulty and looks at his sister.

"I was afraid you would take it in this way, Dym."

"Afraid! why, dear?"

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to let in the village; such a tiny place! with a honeysuckle over the porch, and a strip of garden in front; there is a little room looking on to the weir, where you could write your sermon; and such a beautiful rowan tree over the gate!"

Will shivered, rowan and rowan berries always reminded him of his dream. "It is all very pretty, Dym, and very inviting, but your cottage wants something else."

"What is that ?"

"A quiet conscience."
"Nonsense, Will."

"Ah, but it does. The little room looking over the weir may be well enough, but how am I to get my sermons written, if I am not to practice what I preach ?"

'Dym does not understand you," observed Honor. She had not once taken her eyes off the brother and sister; she began to apprehend Will's meaning-he was nerving himself for a refusal.

"But she will try to understand me, will she not?" was the gentle answer. "I know how you would like that cottage, Dym; and it is just that that makes it so hard to decide. I know, too, that for some things it would be better for you to come to me when you leave Ingleside."

"You think, then, she must leave it," in

"More welcome than I dare to tell you. Come terrupted Miss Nethecote, but her color rose with and we will prove it, Mr. Elliott."

"Thanks," replied Will, hastily, as he returned the cordial pressure; "I may hope, then, that you will be my friend in this matter, Miss Nethe

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the question.

"Yes," returned Will, looking at her. "I know what your generous purpose is, Miss Nethecote, but it will not answer. Dym feels it too; she has told me that when you come as mistress

"Most surely," the touched gravity of her face to Ingleside, her work there will be over." bearing witness to her words.

"Then may I ask you not to add one iota of your persuasion to this, but to help this poor child to see it in another light, and to soften the squire's disappointment if I feel bound to refuse his goodness?"

"I thought, perhaps-" but there Honor hesitated, and again Will gave her one of his mild glances.

"I can interpret your thoughts better than you can," he said, cheerfully. "I know you too well to fear you will do the injustice to either her or "Will, you are not serious!" exclaimed Dym, yourself to allow her to take a daughter's place at

starting from her kneeling posture.

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"Sit down again, Dym, and answer me question. Do you wish this for your sake, or mine?"

"For both our sakes. Oh, Will, how can you think I could be so selfish as only to think of myself! Of course it would be delightful to live with you, and do everything for you." She went on rather less soberly. "We could have the very cottage that we planned to live in; there is one

Ingleside; your very love to your future husband insures your devotion to his mother."

"How well you read me!" returned Honorand this time the frank eyes were swimming in tears; "this is what I wish-what I have desired with all my heart to do, only I cannot bear that Dym should be banished."

"She will not be banished from your love, Miss Nethecote. I know Dym well enough to be sure she would not willingly usurp your place;

and knowing this, it does seem hard to send her out into the world again."

"I am older and wiser now. I can work," interrupted Dym, proudly. Will passed his hand over the soft hair with a caressing gesture.

"You will work, and bravely too, dear. I have never doubted your courage, Dym; but you will think me hard for all that.”

"I do not understand you, certainly," was the uncompromising answer-Dym's heart was grow ing a little sore and angry over Will's strange hesitation-" when we have always wished to live together, when you have so often been lonely and wanted me."

"I shall always want you, Dym, darling. I wish I could take you back to St. Luke's with me now"-but a strange earnestness coming into his voice-"my heart fails me when I think of leaving my work."

Dym did not answer; and he went on: "I am not fit for new places. I am a poor creature, Dym, and the old grooves fit me best; the time has gone by," he went on more hurriedly, "when I should have been happy in this dream-cottage of ours. I should like to have you near me, but I should be restless without my work. Granted that the strain is great, that I have too much to do at St. Luke's, it is better to wear out than rust out as I should do here."

not. "I have nothing to forgive; you are always right, Will," faltered the little sister; but evidently the struggle was a hard one, for as he stooped down and kissed her she suddenly caught her hands from his and sprang away; and Honor could hear a low sob as the door closed behind her. Will rose as though to follow her, and then he sat down again.

"She is a dear good child," he murmured, and his tone was full of pain. his tone was full of pain. "Miss Nethecote, you will keep your promise, you will try to comfort for her disappointment, and help Mr. Chichester to see this in its true light?"

"I will try, but I am rather doubtful of my If you knew how he has set his heart on this-he and all of us!"

success.

"It does me good to hear it. When I go back to St. Luke's it will be sweet to remember that you all wished me to come among you. Believe me I am not ungrateful-you do not think me so?" hesitating, as though for her to speak.

"No, not ungrateful; no one who knows you could entertain such a thought for a moment; but I think you are wrong."

"In what?" returned Will, with a sudden flush. "Do you need to ask the question?" she replied, looking at him with eyes full of kindness. "We are your friends, and yet you deny us your confidence. You are in trouble; you have some

"For shame, Will; rust out among your friends secret fear or anxiety upon you; rather than tell and in this lovely place!"

Will shook his head sadly.

"Even here; the worn-out hack runs best in its old traces. You want to turn me out to grass, Dym, and I have no appetite for it; even the weir and the honeysuckle will be less sweet to me than the children's faces in the dingy streets you hate." "Will, is this your only reason?”

us, you will go back to St. Luke's and bear it alone. Is this fair, is this kind, Mr. Elliott ?"

For one moment the thought crossed Will's mind that he would partially unburden himself to this large-hearted woman, who looked at him with such honest eyes, whose voice was so full of sympathy; but the next minute he rejected it with scorn: it was weak, cowardly; he knew enough

Perhaps Dym's question was abrupt, for Will's of Miss Nethecote's benevolent nature to be sure pale face grew a little paler over it.

"If I have other reasons-good only to myself -my child must trust me with them," he returned, quietly. "They lie between me and my conscience. Will you try not to think me too hard, Dym, because I have refused to share with you the only little gleam of sunshine that has fallen across our path? Will you forgive and trust me still that I am doing the right thing, though you do not know all my reasons?"

It must have been a sullen nature that could have resisted that pleading voice. Dym could

it would cast a shadow over her brightness, she was so pitiful over any sort of suffering.

"Some walk in sunshine, and some in shadow, each in his own path; it will not lighten the burden because I shift it off on other shoulders,” thought Will.

"Will you trust me?" she repeated, coming a little closer to him.

"I cannot," replied poor Will; his head drooped on his breast, a sudden pain tortured the poor heart. Was this the end of it all-had he been wrong-was it all a mistake? Who knows?

"At least you will let us do all we can for you?" pleaded Honor. "When I was sick, you visited me; when I was unhappy, you consoled me; it is you to whom we owe our happiness. Guy and I will never forget that."

"I only did my duty," responded Will, sadly; "it was one more to whom to minister. You have your life before you, Miss Nethecote-I told you so then." He paused-some change came over his face, some strange energy into his voice -and as she was about to speak, with some sudden impulse he turned and blessed her as she stood.

The rooms at Nidderdale Cottage were empty when Humphrey came back to them the next evening. Will had taken his sister up to Ingleside, and he and Dym were having a quiet time together.

Dym secretly reproached herself for not enjoying it more; in spite of her efforts the week wore slowly away. Will was all that she could wish; he drove out with her, walked with her up and down the sunny terraces, read and talked to her, but still there was something wanting. Reading and conversation had lost their flavor; strange silences fell between this brother and sister, who had hitherto been all in all to each other. In Dym's manner there was a little reserve, a slight infusion of gravity. Will's gentleness could not lay the uneasy spirit. Will, as he looked at her, sometimes feared that something had quelled the sweet buoyancy of her spirits forever.

What was it? I wonder if Dym could have answered? A secret dispensation troubled her serenity. Was she sick or unhappy, that this sudden loathing had come upon her? You may be sure that Will dealt tenderly with the girl's soreness and irritability. Had her faith in him received a shock? did she distrust the kindness that had refused to make a home for her? Will could not tell; they had never referred to the conversation they had had at the Cottage. Dym talked little about St. Luke's; she listened patiently, but without interest, when Will told her about the new schools that Mr. Chichester had promised to build, and how, when the vicarage was finished, he was to have rooms in it, and live with Mr. Benedict, who was a childless widower. "I shall be quite rich then," observed Will, cheerfully. "Fifty pounds a year more, and no

rent to pay. You will come and stay with me then, Dym, weeks and weeks at a time. You know Mr. Benedict will be glad to have you for your own sake as well as mine. His sister, Mrs. Musgrave, comes to him for months together."

"Yes, Will," returned Dym languidly; come to him-of course she would come to him. She looked at Will with puzzled eyes when he asked how soon she would have to leave Ingleside. How could she know? There were all sorts of plans revolving in Mr. Chichester's mind, Dym believed; something was said of his taking Honor away for a long time. Honor wanted to see Rome and Switzerland; and then Dr. Grey had spoken of a winter at Mentone; it might be that she would be still at Ingleside for months.

"I am glad to hear it," was Will's reply. But there was the same dull, puzzled look in Dym's dark eyes; was she glad too? perhaps so. It had come to this, that the very stones of Ingleside were dear to her; that she would rather stay there in the empty, solitary rooms than leave it for another place.

Dym had her visitings of compunction after Will had left her: after all, had she treated him kindly?

She came out and fingered his wraps with little cold hands when the carriage drove around to take him to the station, and then busied herself with the parcels of sandwiches the housekeeper had thoughtfully sent up as provision for the journey. "I suppose you send your love to Dick?" inquired Will, as he invested himself with some difficulty into his great-coat.

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Yes, yes," she returned, bursting into tears. Oh, why had she been so hard and disagreeable to him? He was everything to her-father and mother and sister and brother in one; he had never thwarted her, never spoken unkindly to her. all her life long, and yet how often she had been cross with him!

"Take care of yourself. I cannot bear you to go. Promise me you will come and see me again," she sobbed, clinging to him.

Will looked at her in a little surprise, but he was kinder than ever, Dym thought in her penitence. She stood at the door waving her hand and trying to smile as the carriage rolled down the sweep; he could see the flutter of her gray dress on the terrace long after he was down the hill; the sun was shining on the vicarage walls as

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