Where shall I sojourn? what kind sea will hide My head from thunder? where shall I abide, Until his flames be quench'd or laid aside? What, if my feet should take their hasty flight, And seek protection in the shades of night? Alas! no shades can blind the 'GOD of light. What if my soul should take the wings of day, And find some desert? If she springs away, The wings of vengeance clip as fast as they. What, if some solid rock should entertain Nor sea, nor shade, nor shield, nor rock, nor cave, The seas will part, graves open, rocks will split; The shield will cleave; the frighted shadows flit; Where Justice aims, her fiery darts must hit. No,no,if stern-brow'd vengeance means to thunder, 'Tis vain to flee; 'tis neither here nor there Can 'scape that hand, until that hand forbear; Ah me! where is he not, that's ev'rywhere? 'Tis vain to flee, till gentle mercy show Th' ingenuous child, corrected, doth not fly Shadows are faithless, and the rocks are false Great GOD! there is no safety here below; Thou art my fortress, thou that seem'st my foe, "Tis thou, that strik'st the stroke, must guard the blow. Thou art my GOD, by thee I fall or stand; I know thy justice is thyself; I know, Then work thy will; if passion bid me flee, S. AUGUST. in Psalm xxxiii. Whither fly I? to what place can I safely fly? to what mountain? to what den? to what strong house? what castle shall I hold? what walls shall hold me? whithersoever I go, myself followeth me: For whatsoever thou fliest, O man, thou mayest, but thy own conscience: wheresoever, O LORD, I go, I find thee; if angry, a revenger; if appeased, a redeemer: what way have I, but to fly from thee to thee: that thou mayest avoid thy GOD, address to thy LORD. EPIG. 12. Hath vengeance found thee? can thy fears command No rocks to shield thee from her thund'ring hand? Know'st thou not where to 'scape? I'll tell thee where; My soul, make clean thy conscience; hide thee there. Are not my days few? Cease then, and let me alone, that I may bewail myself a little. My glass is half unspent; forbear t' arrest My time-devoured minutes will be done Without thy help; see, see how swift they run: Cut not my thread before my thread be spun. The gain's not great I purchase by this stay; My following eye can hardly make a shift The secret wheels of hurrying time do give And what's a life? a weary pilgrimage, And what's a life? the flourishing array And what's a life? a blast sustain'd with clothing, Maintain'd with food, retain'd with vile self-loathThen weary of itself, again to nothing. Read on this dial, how the shades devour [ing, My short-liv'd winter's day; hour eats up hour; Alas! the total's but from eight to four. |