He'll give thee honour,pleasure,wealth, and things And wilt thou prostrate to the odious charms For shame, degen'rous soul, let thy desire NAZIANZ. Orat. xvi. How I am joined to this body, I know not; which, when it is healthful, provoketh me to war, and, being damaged by war, affecteth me with grief; which I both love as a fellow-servant, and hate as an utter enemy: it is a pleasant foe, and a perfidious friend. O strange conjunction and alienation: what I fear I embrace, and what I love I am afraid of; before I make war, I am reconciled; before I enjoy peace, I am at vari ance. EPIG. 8. What need that house be daub'd with flesh and blood? Hang'd round with silks and gold? repair'd with food? Cost idly spent! that cost doth but prolong Thy thraldom. Fool, thou mak'st thy jail too strong. I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ. WHAT meant our careful parents so to wear, T What meant they, ah! what meant they to endure Such loads of needless labour, to procure And make that thing our own, which was our own too sure? What mean these liv'ries and possessive keys? What mean these bargains, and these needless sales? What mean these jealous, these suspicious ways Of law devis'd and law dissolv'd entails? No need to sweat for gold, wherewith to buy Estates of high-priz'd land; no need to tie Earth to their heirs, were they but clogg'd with earth as I. O were their souls but clogg'd with earth as I, They would not purchase with so salt an itch; They would not take of alms what now they buy; Nor call him happy, whom the world counts rich; They would not take such pains, project, and prog, To charge their shoulders with so great a log: Who hath the greater lands, hath but the greater clog. I cannot do an act which earth disdains not; not; I cannot speak a word which earth profanes not; I cannot make a vow earth interrupts not: If I but offer up an early groan, Or spread my wings to Heav'n's long long'd for throne, She darkens my complaints, and drags my off'ring down. E'en like the hawk, (whose keeper's wary hands Have made a pris'ner to her weath'ring stock) Forgetting quite the pow'r of her fast bands, Makes a rank bate from her forsaken block; But her too faithful leash doth soon retain Her broken flight, attempted oft in vain; It gives her loins a twitch, and tugs her back again. So, when my soul directs her better eye To Heav'n's bright palace, where my treasure I spread my willing wings, but cannot fly; [lies, Earth hales me down, I cannot, cannot rise: When I but strive to mount the least degree, Earth gives a jerk, and foils me on my knee; LORD, how my soul is rack'd betwixt the world and thee! Great GOD, I spread my feeble wings in vain; I cannot mount till thou unlink my chains : Which if thou please to break, and then supply My wings with spirit, th' eagle shall not fly A pitch that's half so fair, nor half so swift as I. |